DIARY HIDUP CIK PHONG

what ever have been happen in my life, i've through it all. it's not easy to be me but i'm strong enough to patient with anything :)

MY SOUL

i miss him so much... i love him so much... i like him so much... i want him so damn much... i wanna with him forever...
i'll give my heart.. i'll give my soul... i'll give my everything..
i'll take you a part of my life.. i'll take you being my husband.. i'll take care of you.. of your heart...
how much i love you... is very very very much... if you heard deep inside my heart telling the truth.. i'll stay together with you untill the end.. even though if happen u'r not destined for me.. i'll wait 4 u.. see you from a far... i hope u'll not ever ever leave me... if that happen.. i'll life in the darkness... please..... pray for us...:)

miss something..

wait n wait n wait.. untill when? i don't know.. will be or not.. hmm.. miss our memories.. should i remember all that memories? or should i throw it like a rubbish? what gonna make us change like before? i miss all damn much! what should i do? its that only me have to fight for this love? mybe i should drop down my ego..but how about him.. nothing to discuss just kept silent and pretend like nothing happen.. if like that..nothing gonna change.. empty in my heart.. it's nothing... doesn't know anything.. what gonna happen after this? stay or leave.. decision is on his hand..

jadual exam yg xmenepati citarasa!

hye guys! i want to complain about final exam scedule! scedule is killing us...hopefully i'll do it better..evendo it's hard for us.. but please pray for us catch the point to achieve!
at 24.april.2012 we've 2 paper to fight with.. both r hard2 paper.. HOHO.. data structure n object oriented programming..so scaryy... 25.april2012 marketing in IT.. 26.april.2012 computer network..lastly 30.april2012 database system... i'll do it to never failed just to pass the paper.. :) don't be stack like the picture above..HOHO..please come to me stdy mood.. hihihi..

walking without reason :D

this saturday.. we have walking at jaya jusco with ika, iffy and ana maria! yeehaa... n u know what happen at jaya jusco? haha.. we've been crazy! haha.. firsly we go buy a john carter tickets.. butt!! the tickets is 9.00pm.. oh damm! this time is 4pm.. what we have to do for 5hours here? okey... we go to eat about to hour to eat... just wanna waste time.. haha.. walking one step for 10second.. haha.. that crazy! but have fun!:) after that, we've no plan.. and go to bowling.. okey, bowling system very2 slow.. mybe he understand we want to waste time.. hahaha.. u ols know what! after bowling we want to go down stairs by acceletor.. we go down but i go up.. hahaha.. everyone watching my show that day.. hahaha... shame on mee!! haha..

anyway.. we have FUN! :)

hey guys! we see again.. HEHE.. less than 5weeks final exam will come.. ouch!! is scary me... the question that always appear in my head.. WHAT WE GONNA DO?? FROM WHERE I'M GONNA START?? WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO ME AFTER THIS?? CAN I DO IT THIS SEMESTER?? the answer is NONE!
wake up mas! exam is around the corner..
if u not start from now, everything will change... okey i got it! my heart telling the truth... mybe on 22.4.2012 exam will be start..:)
subject that i take for final exam.. 1) database system 2) object-oriented programming 3) data structure 4) computer network 5) marketing in IT
sume subject taf2 belake..

kerana cuti yang lama!

hai kwan2 blogger.. hari ni, malam ni aku nk berceloteh cikit disebabkan cuti terlampau banyak yang membosankannnnn... hehehe.. minggu ni asl da siap nk gi kls je kelas takde... kecewe sy tw (dalam hati seronok actually) HAHAHA! asal balik je online la, tido la... bosan sangat tw! meh tengok pic2 depan rumah je.. (on the way patah balik rumah) hikhikhik...

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pedulikan mulut aku tu.. hahaha...

3org sahabat.. :)

cuti no1! :)

nak tw x??besokk kami kelas DIP xde kelas... :D bukan sng nk dapat hari yang indah cmni tw x.. HAHA!.. xpela.. lect bermurah hati nak bg cuti nak wat camane.. HEHE... TAPI kan.. aku rase mcm bodo jela sem ni.. xtw nape..
stdy pon kurang.. kalo dok kamsis ni stdy xkira mase.. skg?? hampeh jee.. ape la nk jadi ng aku niiii... cuti laju je.. blaja xjgk.. huhuhu... dok umh sewa ni payah beno nk bkak bukunyee poonn.. hahaha xpela.. walau camane pon aku kene cube jgk! xmaw leka mas!!!! nti ape pon xjadi.. huhuh.. doakan utk kite berjaya tw sem niii... :)

lazy monday!

OMG!! i really2 tired to go class today..

this morning we all ready to go class but..

i've got message from assistant class that the class hve been cancel..

oh yeah bebeh!! HAHA... we go back home and eat and sleep..

after this BI class.. i want to go or don't wanna go..

HAHA.. okeh! i'm lazy! bck to sleep! HAHAHA... bye!!

what i see, what i heard, what people said...

tonight i want to discribe all the things that have been happen in a longggg time..

i know u'll read this thing.. coz that i want..

i know is hard to be in u'r place..but if i in u'r place..

i'll change to be better than what people said..

not doing the same thing that people doesn't like...

use u'r brain! be matured! think deeply okeh..

no body like to advance someone many times!

i'll story about u at here! about anything people said!

anything people see! anything people thinking about YOU!

u listen carefully!

in second semester.. our friendship being distant, being too far..

coz of u! what r u thinking that time?? r u lost u'r mind or somethinngg?? damn!

u've play game with us.. u said "30sen aku hilang aku nak balik teluk intan mlm ni jgk"

i've been tired advise u to come back home!

maybe that time i still consider u as my friend i want go out to find u at 1o'clock! and that time is raining!

but u trik us! u get out of the bushes with a big laugh! WTH!

u think i'm stupid?? whats do u mean u lost 30sen fucking?? that mean one of us is 10sen right?? how dare u speak without using u'r mind!! i'll remember 4ever ok! the most worse thing when i see u pussy face! arghh!! WTH! face like a shit!! and u write on u'r FB worse thing about us! u think like we doesn't know u writen for who?? stupid! i knnow anything!! what u said ?? "hipokrit" "talam dua muka" "muka cantik tapi hati busuk" ape lagi??!! too many ok! is too hurt we thinking of u'r attitude! make me crazy like u! after so many time u hurt us even i've forget the other.. we all slow talk and forgive each other n we together again.. untill u follow us move on to new house.. BUT... u dind't again.. how come u.. hmmm..

third semester...

we all stay with peace in a short time... not until a month... we have fight again in also coz of u! whats u'r problem?? infront of us u be kindness person, behind us u stab back us?? what kind of person u r?? or u r like animal?? HAHA.. almost same laa...u write in u'r FB " terbaik la kome2" is that wrong thing that we done?? but, before u write the word we all like usually.. ape yg kaw xpueh hati yop! when ika ask what u'r prob this time? u said " aku saje je" after that u deactive u'r acc FB.. WTH! is that clearly that u write that is for us! to who u want to direct that words! after that u actived u'r second acc FB that old name is kamek gerek kitak right?? u change the name being "menyeh slamber" n u block three of us.. i know la.. u'r attitude same like a bullshit! i know la u have too many deception...only a person like u like to do this stupid things!

after that occured 1 incident where u'r stupid BF has climb the window on our bedroom to find u!! hey fucking!! u think we all don't have dignity??!! what if one of us changes clothes or something!! u can see it free of charge JANTAN SIAL!!! and yati hve been shout on u like a step mother! like this " kau buat ape kt sini! kau keluar la!! xmalu ke panjat rumah anak dara!!! " HAHA.. i like! and u'r BF feel challenged with us n i know u've do something yg menjatuhkan maruah yati.. someone has been doing dishonor thing about yati... u know what? mybe u'r BF doing accFB "Azriyati sabri II" and u put the info on it "club sex" u put the pic album is all PORN PIC!! n u add all friends from PUO.. u know what? coz of this we'll never ever forgive u n eccept u anymore! i suggest u get out of this house and we all over! this problem cannot be solve if still in this house! get out!!!!but.... if this not u'r fault u prove it infront three of us! we have evidence that u r fault!! after that we want to go report police but someone of our friends had told us that that acc FB azriyati sabri II have been deactived! oh! r u affraid ? HAHAHA.. so funny la boy! jantan takde kotey!! lg 1.. yati sorang je friend ng laki ko.. that y la die wat acc FB yati.. bodo kan laki ko...

hey friends.. u know what we heard, what we see... kitorg ni ramai mata2! egat tuu!! dulu, ika penah tanye ko," btol ke ko syg kt can tu??" kau kate ape?? " aku syg sgt kkt die" jadi ika xjadi cerite kt ko tkot hubungan kau n die rosak.. pkwe ko tu dala xcurang.. sebok nak mengorat shima bdk DPU dri sem 1 sampai skrg... shima tu kwan dila la weh bdk umh iffy yg kau kutuk tuuu.. kau kata die ape?? "nabi xmengaku umat??" hahaha.. org yg berzina depan rumah tu nabi mengaku umat la ek?? sungguh xde agama! sambung balik cte tdi... ade ke baru2 ni si shima tu cerite pkwe kesayangan ko xmengaku ade awek.. jadi ko tu sape pade die?? pmpn simpanan die kottt... mybee...pkwe ko ckp kt shima la kan.. bukan aku yg wat cerite ponn..

nak dijadikan cerite lagi! sumber daripada alynn die kate " can tu suke melaga2kan org kan" nk tw kenape die ckp cmtu?? dlm mase sama die couple ng ko die kuar ng athirah bdk umh alin.. jap2 plak die kuar ng shima bdk umh alin jgk.. waduh! pandainye ko jantan sial! ape yg jadi?? athirah ng shima masing cemburu antre satu sama lain.. tpi nseb bek shima cpt sedar.. die bayar balik sume yg pkwe ko tabur kt die semata2 utk amik hati dok tabur budii... ko xegt ke mase kitorg rapat ng die dulu si pkwe ko cbe nk melagakan kite jgk? ko dok tido laki ko dok skype ng ika. apehal ek?? HAHA.. ko xde laki ko dok chat ng aku... lg la aku xphm... dahtu, dok blnje kitorg xde sbbtah apehal.. lg la aku xphm.. pastu tulis kt FB kate kitorg XKENANG BUDI ek?? lawak la weh! padahal.. cikit pon xminx.. kalo xikhlas xpyh wat!! BODOH! sumber dr org lain plak die kate can balik t'ganu dgn seorg pmpn lainn?? OMG! xtw la sape kan.. aku dah kate kitorg ni byk mata2! ade ke pkwe xmengaku awek dpn pmpn lain.. kau yg bodoh dok percaye laki ko tu sgt.. padahal die lah buaya! luaran xmengambarkan dalaman oke! ko tu yg terkene kejutan budaya sgt kt sini.. mcm xpenah keluar bandar plak perangai kau kan.. adeh! ssh ade org cm ko... laki ko tu xleh membimbing ko tw x.. lg dok soh wat keje BODO! dahtu laki ko dok tulis mcm2 kt FB psl kitorg.. kononnye kitorg xtw la kan..laki bini sama je.. mcm HARAM! dala! aku da penat berceloteh kt sini! kalo ade ape2 pertanyaan silalah tanye aku ok!

kaau kene ingat bkan mudah kami nk lupekan ape yg jadi! mgkin kitorg boleh maafkan tp bukan mase yg terdekat nii... dan xmgkin kitorg boleh anggap ko sebagai kawan lagi! okeh?? senang la ko ckp "memaafkan dan bbuat baik pahalanye atas tangungan Allah" tpi aku rase serik dah kawan ng ko.. kau clear x?? lebih baik kau keluar jela kalo masing xmaw wat dose.. xckp lebih 3 ari dah dose... lebih baik kau dok ng pkcik ko jela.. kmi dah xlarat nk jage ko.. oh! lpe plak.. kalo ko dok ng pkcik ko, ko xleh kuar mlm lak.. xleh lepak depan umh smpi 5 6 pagi.. ssh2... ish2! tpi aku tabik kt ko sbb xreti malu.. dah kene tengking ng org masjid la, kene ceramah dgn lect la sebb berdating dpn umh tpi ko serik! ko wat lagi.. meluat aku! hahaha..

tpi sekrg kmi bebas.. kmi da jauh ng ko.. lantak la org nk kate kitorg jahat tgalkan ko sorg2 gi kls sorg2 sume sorg2... dowg xtw ape yg ko wat lagi dasyat!! ko gi kls wat muke kesian.. alolo. aku tgok pon kesian.. da balik rumah ko wat mke taik.. alolo.. pandainye ko berlakon... org cm ko xptot hidup aku rase.. menyusahkan org! mk bpk ko kt rumah punye lah caye ko dok sini belajar xkuar mlm camane ko kt kmpg tu.. padahal... ish2!! ok la.. aku ckp pon utk pengetahuan ko je.. we're finish ok.. aku da ckp semuanye!!

ko pikir ko je boleh wat jahat?? ko xtgok jahat aku lg kott.... k chaw!

hang out!

4.3.12... aku n ika kuar jalan2 kt jusco... dpt la aku tgok wayang cite adnan sempit.. hehehe...

Ya Allah... cite die best gile la! lawak nk mampos.. xsmpat dok diam jap lawak lgii.. smpi letih aku...

bertabur kuar ilmu2 aku..HAHAHA..

haram J tol.. tpi syok la.. semua org kene gi tgok..

walaupon aku gi tgok berdua je ng ika.. tetap syok..

berdua gelak mcm 10org.. hahaha..

hilang abh kesopanan dan kesusilaan aku.. HAHA..

meh aku belanje pic cikit.. haha...

sungai GABAI with KRR..

cerite ni lagi la lame... 28.1.12..

warga KRR dan EX2 staff berkelah di sungai gabai...

ade la dalam 30org yang ikut..

dri kol9 smpai la mlm baru la samapi umh..

mmg penat gile.. TAPI.. BEST!!

activiti yg ade mcm biase la.. BBQ, makan2, mandi sungai.. yang mancapakkan org dalam air terjun..

FUHH!! takot gile aku bile kene campak dengan mereka2 yg tidak berperikemanusiaan..

HAHAHA... memang la takot tpi xpela.. gurauan je sume tu.. nasib bek aku xlemas... HUHU..

family day uitm. .

25.2.12 aku follow family day tmpat keje akk aku...
walau pon xkenal sape ekot jela event dowg.. HAHA..
wat muke selamber jela.. HEHE..
die buat dekat glory beach resort...PD...
sonok la jgk tmpt die.. sesuai dengan activities yg ade.. HEHE..